Written By Aysha El-Shamayleh
Rolled in fire-blankets. They were catching up on their lifetimes from this moment backwards. They will live to say, "out of the blue" -I will say, out of their blues- they caught on fire, and later found an excuse in a lighted cigarette hugged by the moist lip of an opera-length cigarette-holder. Passersby mistook their throats for phonographs, when Jazz came out and echoed in my ankles, as I walked by in my independence; all sunny-side up eggs and coffee mugs satiating my breakfast appetite.
"Do not extinguish" dangled on their doorknob. Classic, we all believe in novelty. I will not apologize, I did not pray for them to survive, just found them careless, and wondered how long it will be before they end.
You cringe. It nauseates me, love. People should know better.
Love, as inflammable as it is, is to be kept away from matches. Needless to remind you, love doesnt rise from bitter ashes, fictitious birds do. Real love is farmed, locally. It grows in your dirt, manure and all. Sure, sweat on waists irrigates.
But, burning out soulmates in the adrenaline rush leaves you penniless. Understand, soulmates are finite; combustion makes you smell funny to whoever comes afterwards; stop, slow down, dont sacrifice your widowed mother's wedding-day smile, yet another time.
I carry a sharpie with me for moments like this, because I care -I think I like that I care- but I decide not to write on hotel doors, because I do not have the balls to listen to a hotel manager call my poems "damages", or the wallet to pay for white paint.
You ask about the kind that lasts, and pollinates seeds. That's not for everybody. I'm 3/4 sure the dirt that I am wont work for it. Its tattooed on my spine like that.
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